Life Goes On

I specifically finished the house chores yesterday so I can just focus on worship today but like most plans, things did not go as hoped. I woke up crying because in my dream I was sending my father off to go back to the Philippines. We were at the airport and he was holding his passport and boarding … [Read more...]

Let Us Suppose

Let us suppose that you (after going through one of the saddest period of your 33 years) have finally decided to end waging war with life, with plans, with people, with yourself because the shit you piled on your plate has gone up so high that even you have become disgusted with it. Let us suppose … [Read more...]

11 Memories Of My Father That Have Made Me Who I Am Now

One “1984. My father dragged 3-year old me with him in Yacapin Street, Cagayan de Oro City to run after his crazy wife who suddenly had the crazy idea of packing her bags and leaving everything behind because she had enough.” Run. Run after the things that are important to you, no matter how crazy … [Read more...]

I Love You, ‘Pang

How do you deal with death? Do you let it burrow in your heart until it has dug a hole so deep that your fingers can no longer reach it? Do you scream at its face, call it ugly names, and give it the finger? Do you bite your tongue and keep it all in, hoping that it will go away? Do you haggle with … [Read more...]

Thereafter

There's nothing scarier than a love gone wrong. You know this because you have seen it too. We have all seen that uglier side of ourselves - how we succumbed to desperation which will then be accented by anger and hope; introducing us to what we thought were impossibilities and giving us new, … [Read more...]